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Monday, January 09, 2012

now . . i know my dream is like what . .

im so sad when the people around me would asking me about my dream . .
indeep my heart squel louder that said . .' i don't know! '. .
and that time . . im so down . .
just because i dont have the focus like others . .
everybody have their dream . .
its like . . i dont have my faith . .
yes . . i want to be the independent one . .
but, still . . HOW CAN I??
I DONT HAVE A DREAM YET . .
WHAT I WANT TO BE THEN?? . .
IN WHAT I NEED TO FOCUS ON??
many question in my head . .
AM I A LOOSER??
i need help . .
really need it . .
my tear comes down slowly . .
then, it goes to be faster and faster . .
im crying because of myself . .
untill when i will  be like this . .


that was yesterday . .
now . . i have my dream . .
in my future, i want to open a tuisyen centre . .
i want to help week student . .
i want to find a best teacher to work at my tuisyen centre . .
i want to give them support, tips, and hopes to them to be succes . .
thats my dream . .
thats i want to be . .
yeahh . .
wish me luck . .
 


Monday, January 02, 2012

when family become a stranger . .

this is not a good news anyway . .

i'm totally shock when my cousin call me and narate her story . .
it's really the shocking one . .

yeaa . . can u imagine??
when, the one u believe, not honest to u . . and . . the worse is, that person, take your lover . .

ok, i will explain deeper here . .
the three of us, are cousin, and we are close together, . .
and, let say there were A , B and ME . .
it started when A has a bf . . and i and B also know her bf . .
and, recently . . A have a problem with her bf . . and her relation with that guy stop for a while . .
then, B silently text A's bf . . 'kononnya nak pujuk' . . and 'terucap pulak kata sayang'
after that, couple la 2 orang tu . .
i dont just blame B . . but that bf also . .
why that bf so easy to change2 and passing his love from somebody to somebody??
and, why B choose that bf to be her boyfriend . . instead, that guy was her cousin's boyfriend . .

uhhh . . i don't understand with this 'puppy love' . .
now, A was the victim . . so sorry for her . .

Saturday, December 31, 2011

terengganu time

setahun jugak aku tak keluar jalan2 holiday dengan family . .
tunggu punye tunggu tibe jugak time tu . .
walaupun keluar sampai terengganu je . .
cukuplah daripada tak langsung . .
tak gitu mak cik?? . .

pegi tu pun, satu malam je . .
bertolak dari rumah dalam pukol 11.30 . .
(yang kalau ikut time sebenar nak bertolak pukol 10 konon2 )
janji melayu , biasa sangat la tu . .
sampai je dalam nak dekat pulok 3 . .
tak silap la kot . . (oleh sebab hari jumaat, orang laki kene la pegi solat jumaat)
tu yang lame tuu . .
betolak dari sane nak balik rumah pulak dalam pukol 11.30 gak . .
tapi sampai umah dalam 1.30 je . . xde la smpai pkol 3 . .
bes gilakk kot pegi sane . .
len kali tak mau pegi sane dah . .
pegi resort lain pulak . . cehhhh . .

adik gua memg, lpas smyg zohok, memg x ingt nak tukak kain batik die tuh . .


penangan mat dik ambik gambo, kalo boleh sejauh mungkin die nak dudok. .


muke aku memg salu bajet . . haha . .


ni pulak, budak kiut!!


geram toi la tgk dak aimi nin . .


haaa, xde kerja cari kerjaaaa . .


org pegang . . nak ikut pegang jugak . . menyebok jee . .


kan . . mcm kanak2 ribena da pun . .


muke letih , , lepas mandi kolam . . terus balek . . 


yeaaa . . mai family . . aku dengan abg aku yang sorang lagi tadak . .


ni lah, pemandangan depan chalet . . best gile kot . . 


ni pon same . . mlm2 ombak die . . fuhhh! nak cakap besar tak besar , ak nak tgk lme2 pon takut . .

Thursday, December 29, 2011

saya peminat MARIA ELENA . .

ape punye entry la ni kan . .
wat the ever  . . suke hati bapak tiri laki mak kau punye laki jee . .(bak kata sepul apek)

tapi seriuss aku cakap . .
gila punye minat sampai bukak hari2 kot blog maria elena . .
*ngeh3-bleh cya ke hari2 . .
kak maria die sorang yang chill, happening, but sometimes die serius . .
thah makes i feel like . . wahh, nak jadik cam die arr . .
macam ada karisma pon boleh kot . .
huhu . . ni la penangan 'minat punye pasal' . .
yang baik sume kak maria . .
cehhhh . . since when abang ak kawen ngan kak maria sampai ak call 'kak' ni . .
heee . . (wat donno~) ada aku kesaaah??

die ada cara die sendiri . .
what i really like is die punye originallity  . .
i mean, die ade own skills . . that attrack our eyes, ear to tengok die membebel dalam vlog2 die . .
and, cara die bawak diri die pon . . ok
yang aku suke tiru tu cara die cakap . .
macam best je bunyik nye . . hehe . .
lagipun, akak tu cantek . .
maklomlaaa, international look katakan . . ngeh3 . .
thats all for today, cehhh . .

i wish thah kite sentiasa dibawah rahmatNya . .